The first night I tried to stitch the dress together, my hands wouldn’t stop trembling.
The needle slipped, and I drove it straight through my thumb.
I swallowed the cry before it could escape, wiped the blood against an old rag, and kept going, careful not to let a single drop touch the olive fabric spread across my quilt. That fabric wasn’t just cloth. It still smelled faintly like him—aftershave, metal, something warm and familiar that hadn’t quite faded.
If Camila or her daughters ever caught me with it, I knew exactly how it would go. Laughter first. Then comments that lingered long after.
So I worked in silence.
Each cut of the scissors, each pull of thread, felt less like sewing and more like holding myself together.
There were nights I pressed the jacket to my face just to breathe him in again, remembering the way he used to guide my hands at the sewing machine, patient, steady, like nothing in the world could ever go wrong as long as he was there.
After he married Camila, everything shifted.


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