
The room tilted around me slowly as if the hardwood floor had suddenly become deep water beneath my shoes. I had rushed home from the airport two days early, my chest buzzing with the thrill of surprising my pregnant wife, Clara. I had imagined her face lighting up with joy, the warmth of a sudden embrace, and the quiet, beautiful evening we would share together. Instead, the apartment was dead silent when my key turned in the lock. Standing in the doorway of our bedroom, the bouquet of flowers I had bought at the terminal slipped from my grip, hitting the floor with a soft, useless thud.
Clara was curled on the edge of the bed. Her hand remained pressed fiercely against her slightly rounded belly, her fingers spread wide as though she were trying to hold everything inside her body by sheer physical force. She was wearing her silk nightgown, but it was on backward. The seams showed at the collar, hasty and absurd in their misalignment. A water glass had been knocked off the nightstand, soaking the rug. Beside it lay a damp towel and a dark, terrifying stain on the floorboards that made my breath catch in my throat.
But it was not just the stain that paralyzed me. It was the toxic, insidious whisper that immediately invaded my mind. Are you sure Ethan my mother had asked three weeks ago over bitter coffee. She has been acting so distant lately. Women have secrets. Make sure you are not playing the fool. For one shameful, horrifying second, my eyes darted around the room. The backward nightgown. The knocked over glass. The panic. I did not see a woman in a severe medical emergency; the poison my mother had planted in my brain made me look for the shadow of another man.
Then, I saw Clara’s phone. It was lying face down on the edge of the mattress, the charging cable yanked halfway from the wall outlet. My voice came out rough and foreign. How long. She blinked at me, her face shining with a cold sweat. She was trying to focus, trying to force words through a wall of agonizing pain. Since ten she gasped, her voice trembling. Maybe before. I thought it was just bad cramps. Then it got worse. I tried calling you. I looked toward her phone again. The dark screen felt heavier than a block of lead. I stepped forward, my hands shaking uncontrollably, and picked up the device.


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